Im In a Verbally Abusive Relationship?

I been with this guy for 3 years, I love him so much but theres a few big problems hes very verbally abusive, he accuses me all the time he thinks I lie to him and been cheating on him, I know im not he says he dont lie, theres times hes kicked me out drunk and I had know where to go cause he thinks I was with a guy or looking at his friend, hell tell me to leave one minute make me pack my stuff and leave then tells me to come back, he thinks my tears are fake, but he can be sweet at times, I dont know what to do I love him so much but hes wreaking me Ive lost so much self confidence